ex?..x?..or axe???

i just hate him..
sebok je contact ak blek..
xpasal2 ak terpikir pasal die..
every single thing he did..
every single heartbreak..
no..
i dont miss him..
i just..emm..i just dunno why i'm tempted to go down that memory lane once again..
n i dunno why i really wanted to see his face again..(i even googled him!stupid me..)
i dunno why..
maybe i just want to know how he's doing without  me..
i just want to assure myself that i did better than him..
i survived the heartbreak..
i found a better man..
and i'm so happy with everything i owned now..
better than ever..
or maybe i just really want to see him sad and regretted everything he did to me..

i dunno whats wrong wif me..

but one thing i noe..


that i dun luv him anymore..

again..

i dunno how to start..but this is soooo like deja vu..
this man dump me..
cut every means of connections with me..
go to some bloody girl
and finally now..telling me that he's sorry..
that he regretted everything he did to me..
he did not find the happiness that his been looking for..
but he's happy that im happy now..

so WTF???



he's been thinking bout me..
that explains why i've been thinking so much of him lately..
and that is just so damn sick!




i hate him..
i hate every single thing he did to me..
i hate every single word he lied to me..
i hate myself for even trying to forgive him..
coz a person like that is unforgivable
not now..not ever as long as i shall live in this world


huh..why do i even write this????????